I used to think and dream that I would be a mom who would never beat my children.But it is not happening. I am very guilty that I beat my elder kid to the maximum extent. She also triggers my anger someway or the other. But after all she is small and I ought to show some maturity.
I really admire my mother, who has not beaten me anytime. I do not remember me getting beaten at any point of time. Was I such a good girl or was it my mother who was so tolerant and good.
I have taken the practice to just not notice the things that my kid does and try to divert my attention when she is upto something. But somehow I land up beating her.
Everyday I pray god that I should not beat my kid that day. Hope someday I achieve that and grow more tolerant. I am sure it is not my kid but it is my mistake. I should become more matured and earn a good name from my children. What ever I may become in life, if I do not get a " Good Mother" Certificate from my kids, I feel I do not pass in the exam-Life.
I really admire my mother, who has not beaten me anytime. I do not remember me getting beaten at any point of time. Was I such a good girl or was it my mother who was so tolerant and good.
I have taken the practice to just not notice the things that my kid does and try to divert my attention when she is upto something. But somehow I land up beating her.
Everyday I pray god that I should not beat my kid that day. Hope someday I achieve that and grow more tolerant. I am sure it is not my kid but it is my mistake. I should become more matured and earn a good name from my children. What ever I may become in life, if I do not get a " Good Mother" Certificate from my kids, I feel I do not pass in the exam-Life.